Call me Neha (Nay-Ha)
uhm....I like to read. I like to obsess over fictional characters. I enjoy the small gestures in life and have learned to have low expectations about everything & everyone. I find myself writing more than I used to...
I'm pretty sarcastic. A bit cynical and at other time the stupidest hopeless romantic.
Reality: I'm all about school.
Things that make me happy: being a nerd, reading books, shopping for books, rearranging the books on my bookshelf, smelling my books before I read them, looking at pretty people and hating them, and discovering awesome music.
It was brought to my attention today, by my lovely group of peers, that I seem to have a fear of commitment.
Apparently I can’t make decisions because I don’t like concluding things and forsaking my other options. This is also why I apparently say the wrong thing when I’m around boys who are good for me and why I chase unrealistic futures as subconsciously, I know them to be unpractical and can blame their failure on a lack of luck, and not my own commitment-phobia.
When the hell did I befriend all these psychoanalyzing people…?